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Apr. 3rd, 2006 10:58 am hey everyone

I just thought i'd update you all since i've not been on in almost a month... or maybe more by now...

things that have happened.

6 showchoir contest, 1 tie, 2 2nd places, 2 5ths and a 6th. all out of about 30 choirs a contest

i got my GED

I got a full time 40 hour job

i got my liscence

i got a car

i got my own insurance

I got my baby back

i got my passport


TONS has been going on

i love you all and i miss you all i hope to hear from you soon... Things are finally starting to look up for me after all that BS over the last 2 years.

I LOVE YOU more than anything that i have and i thank god every day that i found a man like you to give my life to. I think of you endlessly and miss you so much. i'll see you in a while.

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Dec. 6th, 2005 11:40 pm ...

Well... i'm reallly sad... I miss my baby... i don't know how much more of this distance i can take... i'm a clingy bitch... anyone who's ever dated me knows that... i just think this is hard... I love dave more than anything in the entire world.... and i can't think of losing him... but i get so scared that this distance is going to rip us apart... plus i told him last night that i don't want to go to vancouver... I mean... i do... just not right away... I really want to start my college life in Chicago... i like the performing arts school at roosevelt... and i know that he is hating me for it not that he'll admit it... but i can't do that to my parents... move out w/ a man AND 4000 miles away... so ... i hope he understands and will stand by me... i love him more than life and i don't know what i'll do if he leaves me

Current Mood: sadsad

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Nov. 26th, 2005 08:52 pm boring day

WELL... today has been pretty boring... I went to bed at like 1 am. My baby called at 11 before he went to work and i was planning on getting up in the next 20 or 30 min after that... But that didn't happen. So i woke up at 2 oclock to the sound of dad playing pool... OH YEAH ... we got a pool table yesterday... early Christmas present... it's nice... fun stuff fun stuff.

So i think i'm finally getting used to the idea of moving to vancouver in June... i'm still scared... but hopefully it'll be ok... i just really want dave to be happy... and he's made sacrifices for me... i think it's my turn... plus i think it's really exciting to be moving to a new city...

I guess my dad bought me a car or something... it's cute... Suzuki Sidekick... it's a midget jeep.... it was cheap and w/e... OH well... Updates later kids... bye bye

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Nov. 24th, 2005 07:49 pm stuffed

Well i'm more stuffed now than the turkey was... ugh! typical thanksgiving... but there was CHEESECAKE... new recipe... PUMPKIN CHEESECAKE... mmmm you should all have some... ne way... just thought i'd see how everyone's thanksgiving was???

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Nov. 24th, 2005 02:49 pm Davids leaving....

Well.. my baby's leaving today... we just got back from dropping him off at the airport... his plane should have taken off 20minutes ago... This is hard... I'm not good at long distance... i only got to see him for a week and a half and now i have to go another 2 months with out seeing him again... Hopefullly we'll find a way to get me out to Calgary in february though... that should be fun...

ON a lighter note!!!

Listen to good music... christmas is coming...
any of my pianist friends... Get practicing...you know the families going to want to hear some jingle bells or some shit... LOL well
Have fun everyone,


Current Mood: discontentduh... my baby's gone
Current Music: Let Yourself Go (Kristin Chenowith)

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Nov. 15th, 2005 01:54 am hmm

it's like 2 am... and i can't sleep.... So much to do tomorrow....

1) Go to school and return books 7 am
2) go to breakfast with grandpa 8:30 am
3) Go to the store and buy vegeterian stuff
4) go to IYG and get my coat and camera/ annoy jill
5) Go to Von Maur and drop of jane's tickets to our dinner theater
6) go home and try and eat something before time to go pick up dave
7) go pick dave up at the airport at 6:24 pm

Not too much to do i guess... just seems like it... I guess i'm glad though... i need to be busy... cuz if not tomorrow would just CREEP along like a snail... OH

8) have wild crazy sex all over my house, bed, shower, floor, couches, counters

hehe... that probably won't happen.. atleast not tomorrow... cuz mah baby will be jet lagged... we'll probably just lay down for a nap or something i dunno... but i'm gonna go and play video games i think.... cuz i can't type ne more....

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Chopin - Heroic Polonais ( Polonaise Op. 53)

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Nov. 14th, 2005 12:02 pm David

Well! i'm all excited... cuz Dave is getting in tomorrow at 6:24!!! so i'm like... cleaning the house and doing all this stuff... whatever... But tomorrow i'm going to A) Get my Liscence (finally) B) go to the store and buy Veggiebeef and other veggie stuff... C)Go up to IYG so i can get my camera and take hott pictures of my baby... D) meet my baby at the airport and bring him home E) hump his face off...

Should be a pretty full day... but i guess it's a good thing... lol
Anyway... just thought i'd update...

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Nov. 12th, 2005 03:28 pm new stuff

Well, i'm now out of school for good... i'm graduated and ready to start a new chapter... also i'm Engaged to be married in February to an AMAZING guy named David Miller. I love him so much that it scares me...

I'm really kind of angry, cuz i was supposed to go to the Bands Of America Finals tonight... but i didn't get tickets early and all the good seats are gone... oh well... I'm just being bitchy.

I've been going to IYG a lot more often now and can be found there every friday night... i'm going to be teaching piano lessons there and Accompanying the IYG Youth Choir. So this should be fun, Kevin Butler is directing it, and he's a Genius so... yah.

I'm going to update this every morning... now that i have free time... thats my new resolution...

Oh and if anyone does myspace, they should add me... My link is www.myspace.com/scottspage06

OK i'm done,

Bye bye bye

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May. 25th, 2005 09:41 pm UGH FUCK AMERICAN IDOL!!!

NO NO NO!!!! you stupid stupid ppl... what is the deal... Carrie should not have won that... ugh this is pissing me off.... she's SHARP like 60 percent of the time... .she's just going to be like britney... here CD's will be amazing... but her live performances will suck... She's just like everyone else... GRRR... fine... i'm done.... no more american idol for me... i'm not watching next season... First Rueben? then Fantasia, Now Carrie? wtf? ne way... i'm done... bye

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May. 11th, 2005 11:31 am hey guys!

OMG GUYS!!!! it's been 5 months... my computer is FINALLY fixed!!! i'm so happy... lol... i've missed you all... i'll definately update more later today when i have time... but for now... i just wanted to make sure you all were still alive...! later *kisses*

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